Lazy Hot Summers with My Dog

In lazy hot summers, the screen door sighs,
and sunlight stitches gold through the trees;
my dog trots softly where the dragonflies rise,
nose full of dust and clover and breeze.

The porch boards warm beneath our feet,
the day hums low in a honeyed tune;
we share the shade and a lemon-sweet
glass of afternoon beneath June.

She chases nothing, then everything—
a flicker, a leaf, the mail truck’s song;
her ears stand bright like sails in spring,
alert to every sound as she trots along.

By dusk, the heat loosens its woven lace,
and crickets mend the dark with sound;
my hand finds the fur on her gentle face,
and the whole wide world settles down.

So let the summer shimmer and stay,
let dust turn silver under the moon;
with my good dog leading the lazy way,
even the hottest days end too soon.

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The Unseen Thread

My religion is not a church,
not walls of stone,
not a steeple reaching upward
to prove that heaven is near.

My religion is kindness
people showed me along the way,
the hands that found me
when I did not know how to ask,
the voices that stayed gentle
when the world grew hard.

It lives in those who were there for me,
and those who still are,
not because they had to be,
but because something good inside them
would not let them turn away.

That kind of love
supersedes every religion,
every political view,
every name we give ourselves
to feel separate from one another.

There are special women in my life
who have been there when I needed them,
quiet women, steady women,
women who do not announce their goodness
because goodness is simply what they do.

They understand love
without needing to define it.
They understand charity
without needing to be praised.
They understand friendship
as something lived,
not spoken of loudly.

My words are for them -
for their good hearts,
for their presence,
for the grace they gave me
just by staying close.

If I have faith, it is faith in that.
If I have a prayer, it is gratitude.
If I have a religion, it is the kindness
they carried to me
when I needed it most.

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It has been two years …

In Memory of Glen

It has been two years since you left this world.
I still miss you,
and I cannot imagine finding new love.
Thirty years of intimacy
cannot be erased in two.

Healing has been hard -
harder than I ever knew to expect.
Some days it felt like carrying a stone in my chest,
like learning to breathe again
through the ache of your absence.
The raw pain of those early months
has softened into something
I still do not know how to name.

I have found joy again.
I have found laughter.
But when I come home,
it is only Nyx and me,
and the empty chair
where you used to sit.

I keep your iPad and iPhone charged.
Somehow, it feels like I can keep you alive that way.

I do not know what tomorrow brings.
I am still trying to find my place in this world,
a place where I feel I belong,
where life does not feel so altered
by the shape of your absence.

Right now, it feels like I will miss you forever.
Maybe that is the truest thing I know -
That love does not leave
just because a life does.

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